I think the only reason why I can’t make a decision out of either options is because there never was a real option for me to make. It was not a case of choose one or the other. It was more of, you’ve only one option, the other one is just impossible, disastrous, suicidal and scandalous.
Ah… I’m a fan of theatrics but I don’t fancy fireworks, blood and gore. Looks like I got myself more than I’ve bargained AGAIN… This just begs the question if I’d really “asked for it” in the first place.